its hard not to bother
its hard not to get hurt

sometimes i wunder if the problem all lies with me
but
i know to some extent it is
but is it all my fault?

since today
i know that im not remebered
seriously
like
when i'm missing or what
no1 cares to bother hey why i'm not there
no1 cares to update me on what's going on

and all along i thought it was just me being anti-social
yes i guess that's to some extent
but after 2dae
i realise not
becoz i'm not even inside your to invite list
maybe you thought i have never gone for any 'outings' so dun tink i would go again
but it doesnt hurt to ask rite?
and put yourselfs in my shoes luh when every1 is out there having fun and you know nothing until...
if i said i reali cant go is i realli got reason
and although yes there are times its because of acadamics
but its not all the time
i put family as my top priority
so...
ughh why do i even bother explaining to no audience

and i tink you dun need me already
you've changed
or maybe its me
or maybe the both of us
remember the things we went through the things we said
that we wanted to be best/close friends tgt as long as are alive or as long as possible?
did you forget that?
i duno

i'm sorrie if im too sensitive
but
ughh
i duno

i wan to talk to sum1!
but who can i go to?
every1 seems to have their own problems their own friends to confide in

no1 needs me
today walking behind yi hui and supanee
i realise
i'm not needed there
then the thought process continues
but i'm not gonna type them here
no i'm not
but seriously i'm not needed
i'm an insignificant freak, thanx binli&myself!
then why am i on this earth in the first place

why
why
why

hmmm...

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LOH SHI YENG
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